Wednesday, October 27, 2010
today i'm feeling very down because of yesterday... somehow i can't seem to recover from yesterday. the hurt and the emotions were really terrible yesterday but thank god, today my emotions are not as bad as yesterday...
i just dun now how to explain it in words. i wish i can send you a brain transmission and exactly show you what happened yesterday.
i mean i agree, i SUX at dance but you do not have to hold it against me like WTH!!! i am way better that other things which others are not good at.... everyone is special in thier own way its like we have to find out what are out strengths and weaknesses....
i mean this is my first time dancing and all that you can do is to encourage me to do better! i felt so neglected and sad yesterday.... i feel like i have no one now...
my bestfriends are like busy with school and one is like head over heels about this guy and haizzz.... i just feel so EMO... i dun feel like talking to anyone abt this so i am gonna shut up and go with the flow....
OFFICIALLY, MY LIFE SUX!
(9:39 PM)
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
hi all... sorry for this late updates... i will try to update more often...
well... on 17 july, got important person birthday!! who??? ME!!!! i actually got 4 birthday cakes this year compared to other years. :D errmmmm.... so by this you should know that my birthday was so good!!! and i tremendously blessed to have such good friends in my life and ya... i really thank god for this year. errmmm.... basically.... on my birthday,since it was saturdat, i was at NDP Training so yup, i went to the padang there and my group-mates suprised me with a birthday cake and i was really blessed i thought they forgot about it and they made this BIG card with all the greetings:D it was a good day alright!!! oh ya,,,, when i was going home that day, i called huey ping and she asked me where was i and i was like telling her that i was on my way to the mrt station and she was like, wait for me. i am in the train at enos toward JOO KOON. i waited for her and when i boarded the train, jem , Larry and huey ping suprised me with this birthday card and this wallet which was very nice. ohh gosh.... and i was like how did you guys know and they were like. " we know we know" heee.... then i went back home and slept.
then the very next day, i had to meet Shamimah because she had to take some pics in CCK Park. i kind of knew something was wrong. then, it started raining and she was like i am going to my grandma's place and i was like " okay" and i was thinking, " what was she doing in her grandma's place for just one hour" then i started to be suspicious. :D after that, she ask me to leave th hoouse when she called, but she took 45 minutes. then when she called and when i left, i called her and she was like" why did u leave? i didn't tell you to leave??" hahahahaa.... then i suspect. then my mum called me and told me that surya is sitting under my block so i guessed what they were trying to do. then they surprised me with the cake.... they gave me presents and i was happy:D ya.. then went back home.
On monday, i went to school and my class suprised my with another cake, :D you may ask me when was the 4th cake??? it was at home:D ya.... school is boring as usual but i am still alive:D
my next post i upload the pics ya??
bye!:D
(9:19 PM)
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
hie...
Long time no blog!!! hahahaha... yeah i miss blogging... its like not have chocolate for 8 years!!! how bad was that... well what am i doing now?? i am in Singapore poly, financial informatics... things are very different here and people are practically very ermmm.... matured....??? you may ask how is it to be in the first poly in singapore?? its quite stressful and i am still coping with it even though it has been 3 months... i miss my seconday school life like SERIOUSLY!!! i think i become very FIERCE!!! LOL!!! i love my course because its very interesting and fun even though some modules can be very boring like database management system... maybe i don't like the module because the lecturer is very boring...
i have so much to say but too little time:D well.... see you again!!! miss you blog!
bye!
(11:50 PM)
Thursday, January 7, 2010
heyzz...
today i am in a fucked up mood today when i come back home... i dun noe why my life lyk tat!!! its so irritating!!! my mum is such a biase person. she everything also uses my name... someone never was the dish she blames me then someone break something in the house she blame me... i think i have such a fucked up life at home. i think i am so better off without a family.... i was using the controller just now and my brother snach the controller from me and change the channel and when i told my mum she started siding my bro!!! wad the hell!!! i dun want to be in my house anymore!!! can't wait to be 21 when i am old enough to rent a house outside and never to see my family face again!!! she always shout at me and create a problem for me and complain about me to people and never says good things about me... wad kind of mother is she lah!!! fuck!!!
today i,preweetha and shamimah went to ramesh house to sign the form and we slack there for a long time then we went back home!!!
bye...
(3:39 AM)
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
heyzzz...
yesterday
i went to meet shamimah and her sister at south view lrt station and we went cck swommong complex(dun ask me why) then we went to causeway point and had our lunch at banquet. Then we went to the library and talk story...shorty after that, we went to mac and ate. Ramesh msg then i went to yew tee... we sell tickets for the temple thingy....then went home...
today
i suppose to meet shamimah for breakfast at mac but i very drowsy so i cancelled it at slept until 12... at 4 i met her and we went ramesh house and saw monessa. we sell the tickets and we plan to find job tomorrow... that's all
dad nagging and its midnight so...
bye!!!
(8:02 AM)
Saturday, December 26, 2009
heyzz...
wondering what i did today??? well... i woke up at 10pm but i slept again untill 11.30p.m. i did all my morning stuff and sat down at the computer... at 3, went and got ready for service. I went and meet valerie and we went to service late because of someone... Alvira was there for service.then service was awesome. i picked the person to give gift for the thanksgiving event. After service went to changi airport to eat at the kopitiam... then i went home with alvira and larry though the train. they damn crappy lah... cannot stop thier nonsence... aiya... they act like small kids... hee...hee...
okayzz... got to go..
bye...
vino
(7:38 AM)
Friday, December 25, 2009
heyzz...
todays christmas!!! happy christmas to all. its going to be 10 mins before christmas ends... i dud not have the christams spirit this year. feels like something is missing, and i have no idea what it is... i did not going to so many houses this year.just one and thats' my relative house... i was suppose to wear a dress but i wore something simple which turn out to be quite nice.Anyways i went to my cousin house and i was the first visitor and it was embarassing. the food was nice and after 2 hours, i went back home. sadly, i did not take any pics this year. yeah... that's all...
bye,
vino
(7:53 AM)